This is me rambling to myself:
Ugh, tonight I taught my regular Bodypump but I had a few mistakes. I HATE that so much. One mistake here and there is not a big deal because no one can really tell but tonight I had some total blanks and it really bums me out.
I studied for 3hrs to teach tonight, this is normal. Than as I'm getting there I still have the nervous nellies, before class I feel like I'm going to be sick. I don't think this ever ends. I get started and all is good. As I get to song 4, 1 bobble; song 5 nothing that was noticed than song 6 was a mess. The rest were fine but this just puts a damper on things. I always want to rock my class and tonight I feel I didn't. Everyone always says not to worry no one cares, but I feel there are those who are thinking "seriously how can you make mistakes" ( I know my best friend is one of them). I'm not a beginner, I've been doing this for 5 years and I still get that nervous. Oh well, let it go, there are much more important things in life than making choreography mistakes.
So the positive from my class I did my highest weight in the chest track ever! I literally could barely roll my shoulders to stretch afterwards but it brought lots of laughs from my members. So I guess in the end no one really cares hopefully they will still come next week :). Now I have to go study step for tomorrow night.
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Maybe the whole being nervous thing is causing those mistakes which just makes you more nervous, thus ensuing one of the most annoying cycles of all time. It's kind of like a self-fulfilling prophecy where you are nervous that you'll make mistakes and that causes you to make mistakes.
*hugs* all around. You can do this. Just take a deep breath and think "what's the worse that will happen? I'll make a mistake, someone while correct me and we'll move on. Some of the greatest things of all time came from mistakes including (but not limited to) sticky notes, bubble gum, penicillin, the wheel, etc. etc. etc." People respect you for kicking their butts day in and day out. Period.
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