weight 232lbs (Jan)
I WI today and I'm down 1.2lbs, yet I'm not happy with that. Why? Why would I not be happy with that loss? Its good. Larry says its because I watch those shows where they lose so much at once. Yes and I think I eat really well, its just a very difficult thing this weight. I hope so much that my girls will never have to experience this. Maybe the pressure of having to teach again is also getting to me because I want to look really good and when I get up there I won't. How inspiring is that to a person that has no idea I've had 2 in 2. Gosh I'm so negative today, need to change that.
I think that I expect to lose alot more than what I am. I'm at week 10 and feel I should have lost 20lbs and instead I'm at 13lbs. I had originally taken my 15lbs goal off because I was losing great, but now I've decided I need to aspire to it, its still 2lbs away. Now I just need an idea of what I should choose as a reward for 15lbs.
So I watched O a few weeks ago, ohh big surprise, and she had a guy on saying that if your house is cluttered than you will be overweight. I thought no, I don't think so, but thought I'd try to be a better declutterer (is that a word). So I've thrown out 1 bag of clothes so far and I'm hoping to get my drawers done today. Oh I've thrown out probably 10bags of garbage too, if not more. Not very good for the environment but better for me I guess.
My goal for this week
start running
3L water a day
I think its better to have less goals than more because its a little overwhelming.
No comments:
Post a Comment