Well I was sortof pushed into teaching again. I'm a little bit freaking out at this point but hopefully come a month I'll be all ready to go. Its like a catch 22, this will absolutley force me to workout hard and I have to work hard to teach. I just didn't want to come back to teaching looking like a fat slob. I want to portray someone that is totally fit and right now I'm not that person.
Karen has helped out alot with my decision, she is so supportive and her wisdom never ends in our conversations. I can do this and I will do this and Steppin Sarah is coming back, a little sooner but watch out people!!!
A stressful night of babies crying and food thrown on the floor has made me run to chocolate, I really did try other things, water, breathing, clementines. I'm glad I keep low pt. chocolate treats around. I'm really surprised at how stress causes me to eat such bad things. I guess before I was a mom I could easily relieve stress by excercising everyday hardcore and now I can't do that, or I choose not to. So it is something that I need to work on in my weightloss journey.
Going to the gym tomorrow for step, so tomorrow is the start to my training:
Feb 27 start training, step on weekend
Mar 2 start running program
Mar 5 team teach with Karen 2 songs
Mar 12
Mar 19 team teach 4 songs
Mar26
Mar 31 first class back
This is a good thing, it will help me get to goal faster and I'm going to be stronger than ever.
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