Taught tonight and dh came to class. It was his first. He said I am different on stage, which I am, its probably weird for him to see me in this form I guess. I'm teaching for a crowd, so I need to be entertaining whereas at home I just need to be me. I don't think I'm fake up there. I feel pretty confident that I'm good at what I do because I have a passion for it. Its hard to explain....I'm a shy person, I have a hard time knowing what to say to others and what is appropriate. On stage, I have a script, I know exactly what I'm going to say, I'm confident because I know what is coming, and maybe no one will question me. So I turn into someone different but still me. Does this make any sense?
Anyway, I'm hoping that I'm not as sore as I was last week. I really need to get in some good exercise. Off to a good start, combat and pump today. Tomorrow I have yoga and hopefully a run.
I'm eating really good too, its not seeming like a chore as much. Before I'd ponder what to eat for ages and try and figure everything out. But lately its gotten a lot easier. I'd still like new ideas but I don't get to the end of the day and say "crap I only have #pts left to eat." I think my whole mind is changing on the food issues, which is a good thing. I still wish I'd lose faster though, don't we all :)
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