I was looking at old pictures of me and husband on our trip to Europe a few years ago and our honeymoon to Hawaii. You know what I noticed the most...all the pictures of food!! I can't believe it. Grant it there are plenty of scenery and people but seriously who takes pictures of food besides people with weight issues.
In Hawaii I remember getting the pictures developped (times of the blessed film) and thinking that we had a whole roll of us eating dinners at various places! I thought it was funny but really this seems strange.
So I found these pics: The Belgium Waffles and Nutella (Belgium and Swtizerland). I was soo excited that Nutella came in travel packs. But why take pictures? its not necessary. I guess I remember how excited I was to find the little snack pack... I wonder how many points those are? And Belgium was our first stop on the trip. I just remember how beautiful the food looked. Is this all strange or do normal people without food problems think this way too?
I remember when I was younger I'd ask my grandma what they did today...She'd reply "Well, we had a beautiful sandwich for lunch...." And I thought I'd never think of a sandwich this way. I hoped that some day I'd appreciate food like she does and maybe taste things and not scarf them down. Savour the flavours in my mouth be gracious for what I eat. I'm still struggling and this is some 20 years later.
And look how thin I am!! I had a weight problem there??? I was on WW than too, but I never saw myself this way when I was that size. Now that I'm 60lbs heavier I think gheez I was fit and still was not happy with the way I looked. Does feeling fat ever go away? I honestly don't think so. I grew up this way. I started WW when I was 8 years old, I've had issues forever I guess.
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