Downward spiral

Gross, this week has been so bad. I know I haven't been doing this long but at 10weeks I'm just tired of the measuring, veggies, water. Its insane the amount of veggies I eat. So this week I didn't do that well and everyday I tried to pick myself back up to not do well again that day. So disappointed.

I think it started with the journal this week, every week my leader gives the journal to someone to take home and record, the first week I did this I lost 4.6lbs my biggest loss in one week ever. I felt fabulous. This week I was the last to leave with another lady and she had the journal the week before so I said I'd take it again. I thought I'd be inspired by what others were eating. So I looked (it had only been 2 weeks since I did it) Complete CRAP!! They were eating complete crap, or not journalling. It was soo uninspiring that it just put me in a rut. Instead I'm looking at these people eating pizza and cauliflower almost daily and losing 5lbs whereas I'm eating planned meals and lots of good things to lose the same. They weren't eating their pts. or in the healthy guidelines and were losing. Frustrating, and I know its not their problem, its mine, but I always look for inspiration or ideas for meals.

So we'll have to see where I get this week. Hopefully I'll stay the same. I'll find out tomorrow.

Off to the gym I go today for my second run, it took a little while but some days are hard to get there. I did do combat 2X this week at home and my yoga momma class. Than I'll have 2x runs.